What would YOU do?

What do you do when you're tired of everything?

What do you do when you wake up in the morning and realise you're exhausted but don't feel like going back to sleep?

What do you do when you sit in front of your computer for hours on end, surfing the same sites over and over again mindlessly, but derive no pleasure from it?

What do you do when you sit up late into the night doing nothing, sleepy beyond words, but unwilling to go to bed?

What do you do when you're sick of the food in the cafeteria, but have no energy to go out to eat?

What do you do when you realise your life is bland and monotonous, but have no momentum to start something new?

What do you do when you realise that studying is nothing like the utopia you imagined it to be throughout your three years in the army?

What do you do when the weather is so screwed up that it can be blazing one day and freezing the next?

What do you do when you start becoming angsty and whiny on your blog?

What do you do when the sky is an absolutely gorgeous shade of blue, so beautiful you just want to sit there and admire it forever, then you can't be bothered and hurry indoors?

What do you do when you stare at your books all day and cannot bring yourself to start studying?

What do you do when you put up an elaborate facade that is your life, then get tired of it, but cannot let it go, because there's nothing underneath the facade?

What do you do when you just get so tired of everything that you cannot even bring yourself to muster the energy to wonder about it?

What do you do when nothing rouses your interest, attention, ire, anything?

What do you do when there are so many questions in your head screaming to be answered?

What do you do when you spend your entire life trying to figure out the answers to those questions but cannot?

What do you do when you feel like giving up on finding any answers at all?

What do you do when everything is going your way, but nothing is going your way?

What do you do when you look at a gorgeous belt online, but cannot muster the enthusiasm to buy it or look for a cheaper alternative?

What do you do when you never get excited anymore?

What do you do when you realise there's nothing you really care about?

What do you do when the grey bleakness of the landscape of your mind is empty and pointless?

What do you do when it all seems slow and tiring?

What do you do when you get no pleasure from anything anymore?

What do you do when your skin refuses to clear up no matter how hard you try?

What do you do when a headache pounds at you constantly without respite for the last ten years or so?

What do you do when the pain becomes so much a part of your consciousness that you hardly notice it anymore unless you focus on it?

What do you do when the scenery is brilliant and engaging, just not to you?

What do you do when your friends think you're a depressing, boring sort, and you can't disagree?

What do you do when the little things stop mattering?

What do you do when the big things have never mattered?

What do you do when you feel like letting things crash down about you just to see what it would be like?

What do you do when you're too scared to do it?

What do you do when you cannot understand why you're scared, if nothing really matters?

What do you do then?